When You Had Too Much Coffee

When You Had Too Much Coffee

When you had too much coffee in the morning, you will be sound tripping till 2 AM in the middle of the night.

Listening to old songs is kind of fun and soothing lol. Ever been with a group of musicians, people that love music and people that like a Capella where they just sang in the middle of the day for no reason whatsoever? Me neither lol. Never happened in my life hahahaha. It would be cool though if I ever get to. Although I cannot sing. I saw pitch perfect and I thought, it was so cool the way they can sing. The way the guys are so confident, and the way women are so confident as well. The Indian guy with glasses and main guy is so cool, it is like flirting for them hahaha.

 

I am done with the second article

I am done with the second article

I am done with the second article. I wanted to finish the 3rd one but just too busy. This needs the 3rd article for this to be complete. Just so busy. I enjoyed writing this because it has some aspects about writing and creating characters for a book. I’m planning on finishing this by the end of December but I’m enjoying writing it so I may finish earlier than expected. Only 4 more articles to go.

Grocery Shopping

Grocery Shopping

Takes 3 hours to shop for food. I could have used that time into something more productive. Good news is that I have enough food for 5 days. All my recipes this week are experimental though. Hopefully, they all taste good.

I did not

I did not

I did not write the article for any specific person, specific group, guy, woman, people, or you (the reader of this). If I think about how many guys are having problems getting the girl that they want since I was born then it is almost infinite. Every guy I met is having problems. Almost every guy. Maybe around 95% out of all the guys I met are having problems.

Can anyone explain what women are thinking? Can any guy fully understand women all the time? Even psychiatrists have problems understanding women. When women say this, they mean another. When they do this, they mean something else. It is the reason almost every guy I ever met is having problems.

If I ever wrote that article for any specific guy, specific group, guy, woman, people, then that particular person or group better pay me at least $400. I had to study hundreds of cases and I am still listening to some right now. I need to study character traits, society problems, guy problems, women problems and etc. because I need to write a book someday. These cases are from lots and lots of guys with women problems, looking for some advice. The guy who I learned this from, he is charging $900 per hour now. If I wrote that article for any specific guy, that dude better pay me $400. At least! That is what my time is worth. I wrote it and I will write 4-5 more because it feels right or correct writing it. So somewhere or someone in the future will read it and I’m going to be able to help that person. I know that if I ever do something and it feels good doing it, somewhere in the future, my work is going to help someone in a big way. When I wrote it, I see myself in it rather than any guy. I see my own mistakes and failures. I see what I did in the past.

Like I said, sometimes when guys look into their own weaknesses, their weaknesses look back and grins at them. When a guy sees that grin, they never want to look into their own shortcomings forever. They get discouraged. You do not need to read the article. It is not for you. This guy is charging $900 per hour!! $900 per hour!!! If I look at his calendar, he is booked for the next 3 months. It is how much this information is worth because like I said almost every guy is having problems getting the girl that they want to fall in love with them.

If I am helping someone specific or specific group, that person or those people should pay me a lot of money. This cartoon below is kind funny but its true. If you think, you know everything, good for you. I’ve been studying a lot of cases and if I apply them in the real world, it is still hard. I still barely know anything.

Edit: If you look at http://www.divorcestatistics.org/ , they say that almost half or 50% of the marriages end in divorce. If you think you know everything, like I said, good for you. I’m still searching for answers and knowledge. I’m sharing the knowledge that I understand.

 

I have always wanted to write this

I have always wanted to write this

I wrote an article. There will be around 5 to 7 articles.  This will be about things I learned about love, being a man, and getting the girl. But in reality this is all about being a better human being. Once everything makes sense, men will be happier, more in control, less frustration and more joy.

I have always wanted to write this or continue one of the categories in this blog called “Being A Man”. It is so incomplete. I learned so much this year and I matured a lot. Just a quick background, in my 20s, I always get attracted to beautiful women. These women get attracted to me as well. Unfortunately, this is where the problem starts. There will be 10 other guys that wants to be with her. A lot of the guys are very attractive as well and they are pretty successful. I have no idea how I can beat these other men. I knew that these women will be a lot better off with me. I knew that I am a great guy or perfect guy for them. However, I cannot communicate that. The more I try to make them see it, the more they don’t see it. There will be times when the women will see it but when they see it, I am no longer interested and the feelings for my part were gone. I did not know how to convince them to make that leap. The more I try, the more it did not work.

I tried being really nice. I was trying to communicate I will be so nice to you more than any other guy. I tried being sweet. I tried everything. Nothing works. As long as they have other guys that are attracted to them, I am nothing more than a backup plan. Some are willing to have friends with benefits, I can be Mr. Right Now, and etc. but I can tell that they were not in love with me. When I let them go, they start seeing it. It made no sense before. It makes a lot of sense now though.

Now everything is so easy. Now I can tell what I did wrong in the past, what I am doing correct right now. In the past, I put too much effort which is the reason they did not fall for me. I was basically doing their role and my role. I did a lot of things that did not work. I see a lot of guys doing the same thing and same mistakes. I know that I just need to point these guys in the right direction and everything will be easy for them as well. But I am not going to do that because I do not want anyone I know finding this blog. But for you men, who are lucky enough to find this in the search engines then good for you. I can point you in the right direction.

Right now,  I am attracting all these really great women that are very very beneficial for me and I would definitely have a great time with them. Even if one does not workout, I can still attract women that are great for me. The amazing part is that my love life is so much better because the women are so much better than the women I attract in the past. The women that I attract before would be very beautiful outside but nothing inside. Now a lot of women I am attracted to and get attracted to me are beautiful inside and outside.

Once you know your role, a lot of pride disappears because you no longer need it. You realize that pride holds you back and keeps you from getting what you want. Pride is replaced with self respect. You will be able to differentiate between the two. You will be happier and have more security, sense of control, less fear and things make more sense. The one thing you will realize out of all things is that ‘LOVE’ conquers all. ‘LOVE’ changes everything and it is all you need to get the relationship that you want.

I used to asked this question a lot whenever I am alone with a girl or on a date or to get to know her or to pass the time. It is a loaded question or hypothetical question. If you can have any superpower, what will it be? What kind of superpower will you pick? My answer has always been “I want to be able to cure any disease”, if I touch a person, he or she will be cured of any disease. A lot of people would pick flying, invisibility, and teleportation. There will be times when a girl will answer something different. The one answer that I remember out of all answers is the girl said she wants to have the superpower called ‘LOVE’. It made absolutely no sense because everyone has it. It is not a superpower at all. Everyone can give love and receive love. It is something we are born with.

Now I understand it. ‘LOVE’ can change your reality and anyone’s reality. It can give you anything you want and create miracles.  Even as I am writing this, it will make no sense to most people. The answer has always been ‘LOVE’. Anything in this world revolves around this emotion. If you can harness it, you can direct this energy, to something that you want, then you will get it. At least that is the theory and it seems to be true. ‘LOVE’ can change realities. It is a superpower. It is the best superpower you can have.

Christ represents pure love. This is one of the reasons I quit churches or organized religion. They are focus on fear to get followers instead of love. You can feel the amount of love in a church and there is usually very little. If you are Christian, you have to follow Christ. He represents love. This is his message. This message is forgotten and not stressed upon in churches because I feel no love emanating from people, only fear, only selfishness, and most people have no love for others. I only sense judgement. Anyway, I mentioned Christ because he represents love. I am not very religious. I want my spirituality to be explained by science. Anyway, I just wanted to stress this out,

 

LOVE CAN CHANGE AND CREATE REALITIES!!!!

So love as many as you can and forgive as many as you can. When you do this, you can have anything in this world. At least, in theory.

Busy Busy

Busy Busy

SO BUSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am supposed to help people and write about things I learned this year. I will do it in December. A lot of things make sense. Ideas that were just theory actually work well. I wanted to write about it. I want to write more about different things but just so busy. I will try my best in a couple of days.

Trust between you and me

Trust between you and me

Trust between you and me is simple. There is no ambiguity, nor doubt. It is plain to see as the expression in my eyes when I stare at you and I love staring at you. There is only desire, an expression of pure want, primal in its form, it surfaces when I see you. My hands move on its own, my lips tastes you before it even touches your skin. There is no more logic nor sense, only a feeling of fire that envelops my very being, yearning to have you, to kiss you, to embrace you. I want you. Only you.

This is so cool

This is so cool

This is in my bucket list. I want to swim with the whales. I am not sure how I am going to do it. I’ve been meaning to take diving lessons but I am just too busy. My original plan was to take diving lessons, go to hawaii, dive where the whales gather and maybe a whale would get close to me. I don’t know where this is but looks so awesome. I want to swim with the dolphins too. She is doing it with a costume lol. It is so awesome. So cool!!

I think you misunderstood

I think you misunderstood

I think you misunderstood what I meant. Even if I could be with anyone in the world, even if I could be with any girl in the world, even if I could sleep with any girl in the world, even if I become the richest guy in the world, or become the most famous guy in the world, I will always choose you. You are the only girl I want to spend my time with. You are the only girl I want to kiss with, the only girl I want to hold hands with, and the only girl I want to love. I would choose you, in this lifetime and even in the next. Even if I fall in love with someone again, someone other than you, it will not be the same as the way I loved you. It was the kind of love that people only dreamed of. As soon as I kissed your lips, I wondered how I was able to go on for this long without being able to do it.

 

– Random things I want to tell a girl someday

It is fall.

It is fall.

It is fall.

I put on my black leather jacket and went outside. It still had a leathery smell to it as if it was new. The sky was dim but the sun refuses to give up and gave the heavens a nice silver glow instead of a dark gloomy one. The cold breeze brushed up to my cheeks, and my hands automatically zipped my jacket. It was a little colder than expected. Walking through the sidewalks as the leaves from the trees fall down. There was no one, not a single soul, only me. It was a cold and lonely feeling.

I wish you were here with me. I want to hold your hand, and use whatever part of my body to keep you warm as we walk through this road together. I want to see you smile, and kiss your lips while you are smiling at me. I want to tell you that you are the first woman I have ever loved so much like this. I want to be your lover and best friend that you never had. I want to tell you that we will be great, that even the cloudiest of skies, the saddest of feelings would not even affect us. They will only serve to brighten our memories of loving each other.

However, I know this is just me, just doing some wishful thinking. I do not even know who I am going to be with in the future. Maybe someone out there is meant for me, someone that I am meant to love for all of my days, share my journey with, and we are made to complete each other in this lifetime. Perhaps I am just in love with falling in love. Maybe she will love me, maybe she will not. Whatever she does, I cannot control that but I can control myself, and all I know is that I will give her all the love that I have.

If you wake up on your bed tomorrow and find

If you wake up on your bed tomorrow and find

If you wake up on your bed tomorrow and find that I am not there with you, if the loneliness builds up and tears start dropping on your pillows, if the sun’s rays welcomes you with sadness rather than greets you with cheerfulness, then I want you to know that there is no other place I want to be than cuddling with you. Nowhere in the world I would rather be than holding you within my arms, and telling you things I have always wanted to say. Even if distance separates us, I know how much you miss me because I miss you so. For whatever you feel, I feel it too. I’ve never wanted to be the reason for you to cry, because in my heart, I am in love with you so. My world is thrown into confusion whenever I know you are sad. I know how much you love me, and I know how much you will do to keep us together. Even though we are apart, know that I am improving my best to become a better man for you. Improving every part of me so you can have an easier life when you are with me. So when you wake up and find that I am not there with you, I wish in my heart you will not cry, because my love for you will always take me back, I will always find you because no place I would rather be than holding you within my arms.