I hugged her one last time

I hugged her one last time

I hugged her one last time while the taxi cab waits for her outside. I want to savor those last few seconds with her but I could not as all my thoughts seem to have traveled back to the past. I wish I have an eraser that could change those moments with her. I want to take away all of the hurtful words I have said to her. All those words that I didn’t mean whose main purpose was just to hurt her. I want to change all those times that I have hurt her and caused her pain. Maybe instead of causing her pain, I could go back in time and give her flowers instead to let her know how much I appreciate her. All those times when she needed me and yet I left her all alone. I wish I could change those and just be with her. Even if I cannot do anything, I just want to stay beside her just so she knows that she is not alone. Wipe away all those tears I have caused and replace them with moments where I made her smile. I should have complimented her more and told her how beautiful she is and how much she made my life happier. I always thought I had a lifetime to tell her those things. As all these thoughts wandered in my mind, she separated herself from me. She took her suitcase and headed to the door.

She walked out and into the taxi cab, rolled down the window and waved at me one last time to say goodbye. The taxi cab drove down the street and it got smaller and smaller till I could not see it anymore. It was in that moment that so much pain entered my heart as I realized that the girl I loved my whole life is now gone. But, I knew I had to let her go just so that someday, somewhere, somehow, we can meet each other one more time and we can start over again. When that time comes, I promise to love her more, and be the man that will give her all the love that she deserves.

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