“I used to believe that if I had to relive my life over, I would not change anything. All experiences whether they are positive or negative are meant to help me grow, help me expand, and make me a better person. Looking at the rest of my days, I still feel so young, so full of energy, and so full of life. If I had to make a change, I should do it now. So I choose to live more, get out of my comfort zone more, take more risks, dare myself to face my fears by daring myself to make more mistakes in my life. I am going to spend more of my time kissing a girl, holding her and hugging her, spending more time on dinner dates, walks in the parks, and trying to make her happy. If my heart gets broken or her heart gets broken, then it was not meant to be. I will get out more, write more, and enjoy more moments in my life rather than working more. I will maximize all available opportunities whether they are in terms of making money, romance, or expanding my mind. I will eat more chocolates, sleep more on the dirt on a camp site, or hanging on a hammock between trees. I will cook more, eat more foods that I like, and cook more for others. I am going to make more terrible foods, and experiment more. I am going to enjoy my life more, see where each road leads, take more risks, move from one amazing moment to another, jump from one beautiful experience to the next, and I am not going to stop. I am going to take this life of mine to the next level and become more amazing, give myself more happiness, and give myself more freedom against fear.”
A long time ago, there was this show called Seinfeld. I don’t watch it all the time but was lucky enough to watch the show of “Opposite George“. George did everything the opposite of what he would normally do and his life turned for the better. I was just thinking what should I do with my life to make it more enjoyable, more courageous, expand more, experience more, and basically make my life more amazing. I figured it out. I’ve been trying to protect my smile lately. I am always smiling when I talk to someone and whenever I do things I love. I am trying to protect the new found peace, happiness, freedom and wisdom that I have gained. It is nice right now. I think it is limiting me. So I am going to do the opposite.
I am going to dare myself to make more mistakes in my life. I will try to look more foolish, more inexperienced, and more unprofessional by taking more risks or getting out of my comfort zone more. I think I live too much in the future. Always worried, always scared, always fearful, and I always think something will go wrong in the future or someone is going to judge me fiercely. We have this fear of being judged, being shamed and feeling guilty. So I am going to dare myself to make more mistakes, look more foolish, and relax more. I will loosen up more, be more flexible, less serious, and literally live more in the present moment where nothing is wrong, and everything is good in my life.
I always have this fear that I hate breaking women’s hearts, I don’t want to cause any pain to anyone, and I have this fear that I am very busy and barely anytime for other things, so the solution is to date more. I am going to take more chances in dating. I work, work, work and do not do enough creativity or things I love to do so I am going to write more. I am going to eat more chocolates. It has lots of calories but I love it so I am going to eat more. I will create more problems and troubles in my life rather than living or thinking of these problems in my head. I will break more bones, create more scars in my body, and I will laugh at how I got all of these due to crazyness in the future. I am going to live more, create more moments, be more in the present. I am going to have more romance in my life, more kisses, more holding hands, more hugs, more cuddles, and more of everything. I am going to break more hearts by taking more chances, and trying to fall in love more. I am going to make more mistakes in my life. It sounds so crazy but it sounds so exciting. I am going to make one amazing moment after another. Jumping from one beautiful experience to another. I am not going to stop. I am just going to keep on going. I am tired of living in the future. I am just going to stay in the present.
I am going to get ready for this new version of myself. Just to make sure I don’t hurt anyone I care about and things do not get out of control. Prepare my mind to take on more experiences both the good and bad. I still have meetup anyway, I would like to finish that one first.