One day, she will fall in love with me even though I told her not to. I will come to her life like a storm with fierce winds that will rattle everything. I am going to make her do things that she has not done before and experiences she once thought were very sinful. As she feels the exhilaration on her skin, a deep feeling of wonder fills her chest, and she cannot help but smile with the excitement of what today has to offer. In that moment, she will know that I am trouble. Someone she needs to stay far away from. But it will be too late for both of us. I am already part of her as if I am the air that she inhales and exhales. When we sleep in each other’s arms then we will know that a connection between us that is stronger than anything we have ever known exists even though we cannot see it. The warmth and certainty from each other’s hands will tell us more about each other than words could ever do. Like a storm, I knew I cannot stay. Everything will pass and everything will be over soon. So I told her not to fall in love with me. She may not be able to handle it when we part.
I do love her. I love her more than I thought possible. She is more beautiful than anything or anyone that I have ever known. Her hands fit so perfectly with mine. Her soft lips intoxicate my very soul and leave me wanting her more. Just being with her, I never felt so content in my whole life. If she ever cries or feels sad, my heart would sink so low, a pain that I have not known before. When she smiles, my heart would fly higher than I would think possible. It was as if her happiness is directly tied to mine. I love her, that much I know but we will have to part soon. I have no reason nor any explanation to offer. I am meant to leave, that much I know as well. We are never meant for each other but I am grateful for this moment where it feels as if we are.