Author: Ryan

Most of the time, I don’t really want to standout. I just want to be normal and do normal things. If I’m in a romantic movie or drama series, I would choose to be a supporting character or extra rather than the main characters. I would have this big crush on the beautiful female lead. My only role is to … Read More....

She crawled her way to the top of my body that her tiny weight woke me up. She wiggled and shifted until her head was on top of my chest as she tried to get comfortable and get ready to sleep as well. Her small frame was irresistible as I held her with both of my arms. I traced my … Read More....

She sat next to me and gave me that bright smile like she usually does. I wonder if she heard? If she heard everything my heart said in that moment. “I yearn to see you everyday. I want to talk to you always or just hear how your day went. I want to hold you and never let you go.” … Read More....

An occasional scream would echo from the mountains as the violent winds play tug of war with my body. I held my ground, stood proudly against the elements but a wave of gigantic clouds rose from the depths and was coming straight towards me. It was a monster that looked like white liquid, thick as milk, eating away the trees … Read More....

I was watching basketball players in youtube a long time ago and I realized that there will be people who are beyond human in this world dominating the sports industry and in politics. Everyone will know their names. Everyone will want to be like them. Monuments of their glory and legacy will live on through out history. But I will … Read More....

Perhaps someday, you will look at me as a man that you want to fall in love with. A man who you would be happy to cling your whole body onto his arms with. A man who you can’t help but be smiling whenever he is near. A man who you would like to spend the rest of your days … Read More....

You don’t want to be near men like me. Nice girls shouldn’t be near men like me. You should be with a nice guy that will treat you good and well. Nice guys that will give you pretty little things and give you a comfortable life. Don’t fall for men like me.

Men like me don’t fit into the mold, … Read More....

This is at Mount Marcy, highest mountain in NY. It got very cloudy at the top though. I carried too much on this hike. My back is killing me lol. Going to sleep all day today to recuperate.

I just took a video of how the clouds were moving. The clouds were charging at the mountain at a high speed … Read More....