Author: Ryan

Whenever I see you, tears keep falling down my cheeks. I don’t know how to stop it, and I don’t know why I am crying.

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If I could give you all the stars, would you be together with me? If I can offer you the sun and the moon, would you walk beside me forever? I know it is silly. I know it is stupid. I cannot possibly do any of these things. These are just thoughts that passes through my mind out of regret. … Read More....

I like the sound of nature, it is the sound of peace and tranquility. Much better than the sound of man, the sound of “I am right, you are wrong, my political party is correct, my views and ideas are intelligent, yours are dumb, I am a good man, shame on those people over there as they are evil.”

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I remember the day she left. The pouring rain impinge on the concrete Earth, scattering and scaring all the people as they all went inside the train station. I was there, all alone with her. The rain crashed in waves violently battering on the surface of my umbrella. I felt the lower part of my pants becoming heavier as the … Read More....

“Please stay!!!” She wanted to say those words to me out loud but she couldn’t. I didn’t even need to hear them, I could read them in her eyes. Those watery eyes that were trying hard not to let any tears fall in front of me. Despite all the lies that I have told her, despite all the pain I … Read More....

There are fast hikers, there are slow hikers, there are tired hikers then there are hikers who I like the way they walk. They make a step as light as a feather as if there is presence in every step. I would like to step like like that and make my life to be like that as well, full of … Read More....

I held her hand as if we would say goodbye. I could feel the warmth of her palms with mine as our fingers intertwine with each other. That warmth would travel through my veins, all the way to my cold heart and brought it back to life. I held her hand firmly with my fingers touching the back of her … Read More....

I love you. And I thank you for being with me. Days and nights spending time with you has been the happiest moments in my life. I plan on continuing to keep holding you, hugging you, and cuddling with you for the rest of our lives. It is because before you, there was only loneliness, a dark abyss of misery, … Read More....

The scent of fresh air, heavenly to my lungs, like honey to a bee.

Picture taken from Schunemunk Mountain Hike.

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“I’m here”, those are the words I want to say to you. I’m here when you feel alone, I will be your friend and your father at the same time. I’m here when your world is collapsing, I would push you up and encourage you so that you can rebuild again, or sit by your side so that you know … Read More....