Author: Ryan

Sitting here looking at various paintings, drawings and pieces of art. The smell of coffee from my cup soothes my senses. The touch of abrasive old paper sends comfort to my fingers as I traced the paint that is protruding from it. I hear an old love song playing from one of the rooms. Its melody slow, relaxing and I … Read More....

If you ever wake up and find yourself in your darkest hours, or find yourself full of doubt, remember, you can always come to me and I will always be here to be your light… to guide you back to the best of your days.

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I hope one day there would be a guy waking up with you that has the same desire and passion as you. A guy who would kiss you out of the blue just because he wants to. Someone who would stop you from going to the bathroom to give you a tight hug, and kiss you on the cheeks before … Read More....

I am yours. Everything about me belongs only to you. From the tips of my fingers to the palm of my hands, I am yours. To the slow, and long softness of my kiss, and to the forcefulness and thrust of my tongue, I am yours. My body is here to heat you up in the cold winter nights. To … Read More....

I want to be the one to hold you every day and every night. I want to be the one to cook for you every day and every night. I want to be the one to kiss you every day and every night. The only person that will look into your eyes, move forward to kiss you slowly and passionately. … Read More....

At the end of my days, if I am ever asked, which days I loved most, the answer would always be the days where I spent with you. If I was asked which days I missed the most, it would be the days I spent with you. If I was asked which days I will never forget, I would answer … Read More....

I miss the goofy things I do when I am with someone. The way I would set aside her hair with my hand, touch her cheeks before I kiss her. Those cute polaroid or cell phone pictures taken out of nowhere when we both least expect it. Those nice good morning texts that brightens up your whole day. Those days … Read More....

You should not fall for me. I am not the guy you think I am. I will hold you like you are my property. I will touch you like your body belongs only to me. I will force my lips onto your lips. I will force my tongue to your tongue. My hands will move to every part of your … Read More....

When I was young I have always wanted to give a girl a teddy bear that says “Always here”. So that when we are not together, it will remind her that she will be never be alone and she will always be loved. I will be the one to be at her side, to protect her, or make her feel … Read More....

Restless tonight, reflecting on all of my mistakes.

The long cold winter nights where we stay warm, cuddling underneath the sheets. The cozy dinners with home made meals. The smell of roses fresh from the florist just to tell her I was thinking of her. Quiet moments where she tells me her insecurities, fears, and dreams. The endless hugs, sudden … Read More....