Author: Ryan

I want to love someone the way dogs love human beings. Dogs cannot see whether you are beautiful or ugly, rich or poor, sick or healthy, all they feel is love for you and they just want to be near you always.

Yup, I want to love someone unconditionally and without judgment like that. I would be happy whether we … Read more ...

I choose to love you for who you are now and to always support the person you will become. You have always loved me despite my shortcomings. I want to always stand tall for you, a man you will be proud to be with forever, and never bring you any pain. I will comfort you when you feel troubled, your … Read more ...

Sometimes, you fall in love and you give everything to the other person. You want them to be happy, safe, taken cared of and be able to satisfy all of their needs. You wish that you can make them happy always.

Then you look into the mirror and the person looking back at you is a complete stranger. You no … Read more ...

Remember when we were young, I would always buy you some flowers. They weren’t the most expensive, and sometimes I would just get them from a guy selling them off the streets, but you always had this big smile that says that you love them. I would always get them from time to time because I love seeing you smile … Read more ...

I was too young when I first fell in love. What do we know of love back then? Simple things like hugging each other in the winter while waiting for the bus. Never wanting to let go. Just a soft kiss on the lips to say I love you. Cuddling under a blanket. Watching movies, and going to Burger King … Read more ...

I work and work and work. Trying to make more money, filling up my bank account with more zeros as time goes on. I pretend that I am happy. I pretend that as long as I have money that I am happy. I try to forget what happiness is. I cling onto fear like a comfortable blanket that stabs me … Read more ...

We both knew that this was not some sort of fairy tale where we would live happily ever after. Happiness was for good little boys, and there was nothing about me that was good. I never did fit into society, I was too far from the norm and when we are together, I was more like a beast than a … Read more ...

I want to build a house with a yellow roof. I want to live with you in it. You’d pick the decorations, the dining room table, the curtains and the paintings. I’d color the fence the way I like it, something bland and nothing too colorful. We’d snuggle in a soft king size bed till we fall asleep at night. … Read more ...

There are so many days when I just want to be alone. I want to enjoy my solitude. In solitude, no one is trying to go into conflict with me. I don’t have to deal with unhappy people and their insecurities. There will be no one trying to compete with me. Here is the prize, you can get first place, … Read more ...

I came home and found her lying on the bed crying. I asked her what was wrong but she wouldn’t answer. Just a quick, “I am fine, just give me some time.”

My heart sank to the bottom just hearing my lover cry, it was as if I failed her somehow. I failed to protect her like I promised. I … Read more ...