Author: Ryan

There was tenderness in her voice, almost pleading that I let her go. “You are hurting me,” she said. But I didn’t and firmly held her.

“I will do whatever I want. I’m here tonight, not for you but for me. This is for me, not for you. Do you understand? I will do whatever I want with you. Tonight, … Read more ...

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Note to myself: You are so freaking awesome!!! Keep it up!!!

– Random thoughts while hiking

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There will be times when our opinions are different and we get mad at each other to the point where we will not even speak. There will be times when I will not like who you hang out with and you will not like who I hang out with as well. There will be times when we are too busy … Read more ...

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The most courageous things I have ever done in my life were not dangerous, not amazing, anyone can do them, and they may not even be acts at all. They are just moments in stillness, battling thoughts that tell me “I can’t”, “I won’t”, “it is impossible”, “too hard”, “too painful”, “not worth it” and “I am not worthy”.

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If you wake up on your bed tomorrow and find that I am not there with you, if the loneliness builds up and tears start dropping on your pillows, if the sun’s rays welcomes you with sadness rather than greets you with cheerfulness, then I want you to know that there is no other place I want to be than … Read more ...

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There are so many beautiful places that I have not visited yet and I am not sure I will ever see everything in my lifetime. I want to see them all. I want to see, feel, touch, and experience everything. But at the same time, I am happy that I eat plenty of delicious foods everyday and I have a … Read more ...

I’m happy for you. I’m smiling in front of you because I want you to know I am happy for you. Know that my heart is happy for you. Even if my world that I envisioned with both of us is breaking down and nothing I can do to keep it. My throat runs dry, and I couldn’t breathe seeing … Read more ...