I can feel how much she loved me with those soft lips of hers. The way she kissed was always tender and loving. Even though we were miles apart, she would always put a lot of effort to be near me. A feeling of happiness surrounded my whole body whenever I was near her. She was always so loving, always kind, and always thinking about me. A day did not go by without her telling me how happy she was that I was with her and how she never wanted to be apart from me. My body still remembers the softness of her hands and the warmth that her eyes give. Even the scent of her hair whenever I embraced her. I remember them all. They were all beautiful memories I had with her. But that was all they were. They were nothing more than beautiful memories.
It is because I said goodbye, and gave her no reason. I am happy that she now belongs to another guy. She now loves another guy. A guy that will most likely not take her for granted the way I did.
But if she is ever my girlfriend again, I promise to not let go. I would hold on to her forever. Make her happy, the way she made me happy. Give her all the love that she deserves, the way she gave all her love to me. I want to cherish her. I want to be the guy to tell her I love her. I want to be the guy that can kiss her lips again. The guy that can hold her hands, feel the warmth of her eyes looking into mine. The guy that can embrace her and get intoxicated with the scent of her hair. I will move heaven and earth if I ever get the chance to love her again. It is because I realize I still love her. I want nothing else in this world than to be able to love her again.