I’m happy for you. I’m smiling in front of you because I want you to know I am happy for you. Know that my heart is happy for you. Even if my world that I envisioned with both of us is breaking down and nothing I can do to keep it. My throat runs dry, and I couldn’t breathe seeing you happy with him. I will be ok, I know I will. This smile is not fake, I am glad you are happy with him even if the heaven’s crying inside my soul, I am walking on broken glass with every step, and there is pain when I see you smile. Laughter, that is the sound I heard as I see the girl that I love slowly disappears from my life. Perhaps I should not have let you go, perhaps I should’ve kissed you longer, told you words I should have, held you tighter but at least know this, I am happy that you found him.
I will love the next one better. I will make sure to cherish her better. Love her unconditionally and accept her more. Make her smile all the time and think of her well being always. Give her roses once in a while just because I am thinking of her, help her with her problems, make her feel that she is the most important girl in the world. I promise to love her the way I should have loved you.