I spent my time on this beautiful afternoon admiring the beautiful world I have stumbled upon. I felt the strong and smooth ledge I was sitting on, the cool breeze passing by, sending its joyful messages along my skin, and the gentle light of the sun lighting up the world I was looking into. The trees glow in perfection, the river was in harmony with the mountains surrounding it, and the clouds hover over everything creating a very picturesque landscape. Love was in the air, and loving this landscape was easy, and it reminded me of how easy it was when I fell in love with you.
There were times when I wanted to believe that loving you was all I needed, you loving me was all we will ever need, and that everything else will fall into place. But there were fears in my heart, I have grown attached to certain emotions, things, way of life and feared losing them. There were fears in your heart as well. We lived with those fears everyday until we chose to close our hearts, chose to distance ourselves, and chose to separate. In my heart, I still wish for your happiness, even if that happiness is never going to be with me.