You don’t want to be near men like me. Nice girls shouldn’t be near men like me. You should be with a nice guy that will treat you good and well. Nice guys that will give you pretty little things and give you a comfortable life. Don’t fall for men like me.
Men like me don’t fit into the mold, don’t fit into people’s expectations, and we often defy such expectations. I do what I want, do what pleases me… it is because I am selfish. I do not need to know what you want nor what you care about, I only need to know what I want. Life is a comedy to me, a big joke that is meant to make me happy.
What you are looking for cannot be found in me. Whatever it is, I already gave it away a long time ago. Whatever you think is left, I no longer have it. I have nothing to give nor to offer. Everything I do, everything I will do, I will do them for myself. I am not the person you are looking for. I am not the prince charming in the fairy tale that goes to live happily ever after with the princess. I am the monster from the abyss that devours everything it comes into contact with.
My eyes are filled with lust, with greed and with desire. My lips are tainted with passion. These lips just want to devour and nice girls to me are very tasty. I know exactly where to kiss every innocent part of your body until they are tainted. Until your mind has been tainted. Until you no longer know what is right and what is wrong, what you should do and what not to do. Until all you could think about is pleasing me as I would penetrate deep into your sanity, and put you into my arms where you feel loved and cherished. When it is too late you will see all the chaos and all the shattered pieces of your life when I leave.
In the end, after years had passed by, you will still yearn for me. Yearn for my lips, yearn for these arms, yearn for my affection… you will yearn for this type of partnership that hurts but feels like ecstasy.
Love? It’s not something I can offer as I don’t have it. Ecstasy, that is the only thing I have, it is the only thing I know how to do.