Sometimes, you fall in love and you give everything to the other person. You want them to be happy, safe, taken cared of and be able to satisfy all of their needs. You wish that you can make them happy always.
Then you look into the mirror and the person looking back at you is a complete stranger. You no longer know who you are. You have forgotten who you are, and you no longer know anything about yourself because you loved someone far more than yourself. You try to understand yourself more but the more you looked at your past actions, the more confused you have become. The world became hazy, confusion everywhere, and you no longer know what you should be doing nor who you should be.
These are the times I would go hiking in order to find myself again, rediscover the things I love, and things I love about myself. Then I would look at the pictures that I took and somewhere deep inside my mind, thoughts would appear, “hey, that is me, doing something I love. I love my life, I love myself. I’m actually pretty amazing.”