It is fall.
I put on my black leather jacket and went outside. It still had a leathery smell to it as if it was new. The sky was dim but the sun refuses to give up and gave the heavens a nice silver glow instead of a dark gloomy one. The cold breeze brushed up to my cheeks, and my hands automatically zipped my jacket. It was a little colder than expected. Walking through the sidewalks as the leaves from the trees fall down. There was no one, not a single soul, only me. It was a cold and lonely feeling.
I wish you were here with me. I want to hold your hand, and use whatever part of my body to keep you warm as we walk through this road together. I want to see you smile, and kiss your lips while you are smiling at me. I want to tell you that you are the first woman I have ever loved so much like this. I want to be your lover and best friend that you never had. I want to tell you that we will be great, that even the cloudiest of skies, the saddest of feelings would not even affect us. They will only serve to brighten our memories of loving each other.
However, I know this is just me, just doing some wishful thinking. I do not even know who I am going to be with in the future. Maybe someone out there is meant for me, someone that I am meant to love for all of my days, share my journey with, and we are made to complete each other in this lifetime. Perhaps I am just in love with falling in love. Maybe she will love me, maybe she will not. Whatever she does, I cannot control that but I can control myself, and all I know is that I will give her all the love that I have.