I often find my heart wandering back in time. It is as if it was only yesterday that these feelings were alive. It is as if only yesterday, you were here with me. It is as if only yesterday, we were having fun, laughing and time flies so fast.
You were my friend but at times it felt more than that. We would always dream of the future, think about the things we were going to do, you would often call me in times of uncertainty and I would listen, most of the time that is enough. Life is funny at times and before I know it, it led us to different paths.
I find at times I am thinking of you, I often remember your long hair and missing the things we do. Your soft feminine voice, your smile, your laughter, and just the comfort that I feel knowing you are my friend.
As I stroll down memory lane, I often wonder what would have happen. What would happen if you are still here with me? Would we still have kept our promises? Would we be happy? Would I push for something more than friends? If I did, and if I change everything, would I be able to make you happy?
I most likely will never know the answer to these questions. But it is nice to think of you from time to time. I do hope you are happy and doing well.