Nights like today, are the nights where I miss you so. Nights where there is only silence, where everything stood still, as if I am the only person that exists. Nights where I feel coldness in my skin, where there is coldness in the air as I breathe it in deeply, feeling the coldness as it goes to my lips, and into my lungs. As I look at the food in my dining table, I can smell the scent of stale food, and left overs devoid of flavor and warmth. I sit in this chair, in this room alone and it feels like I have been here for eternity. As I look into the future and into the past at the corners of my mind, I see you there with me.
A scene where we are lovers and you are with me. A scene where you want to stay close to me, and I want to stay close to you. A scene where we have no barriers, no worries, and have all the freedom we want and yet we wish to stay bound to each other. A scene where I know you belong to me. Where there is no coldness, no loneliness and only warmth coming out of our skin. Where I can enjoy the taste of your lips as it presses on to mine.