I always seem to be looking at her from across the room, as my heart skips a beat whenever she glances towards my direction. I want to tell her how beautiful she is, how amazing and strong she acts, and how beautiful the words that come out of her mouth. But whenever she is near, I could not say anything, my lips shut themselves, as if my whole world has stopped, and time has frozen over. It is not easy to fall in love with her, it is not easy to be near her, and it is not easy to forget her. Tonight, my mind kept thinking about her. It is so sad that my love is like this, I am missing her even though she is not mine.
-random 10 pm thoughts