Perhaps someday, you will look at me as a man that you want to fall in love with. A man who you would be happy to cling your whole body onto his arms with. A man who you can’t help but be smiling whenever he is near. A man who you would like to spend the rest of your days with where we would eat breakfast together, and sleep at night cuddling underneath the sheets. A man you would go to the park with, eat delicious foods at restaurants with, feel the sand on our toes in the beach, or a man you would travel the world with. A man that could make you happy for the rest of your life.
So I try to be better and improve myself day by day, hoping you would look at me differently. Have a good job so I can provide for you always, get a house so I could protect you and know that you are safe, get a car so I can make your trip to work a little easier, buy clothes so I would look a little bit better for you. Each day you would smile so bright, it would brighten everyone’s day, and all I could do is look at you but you can’t even see me. It is such a sad dream that brings tears to my eyes. Like a passing wind that loves brushing up to your skin, no matter what I do, I am always invisible to your eyes.
– random 10 pm thoughts