She asked me not to go, she asked me to stay. It was something I cannot do. I knew it may seem cruel but it is the right thing to do. So she asked me something differently. She asked me to remember her smiling and not the girl crying in front of me.
That when I think of her:
Think about the night that we first started dating, the girl I enjoyed kissing under the night sky. The girl that put icing on my cheeks and face that we ended up playing with the cake rather than eating it. The girl I enjoyed talking to for hours. The girl I spent stargazing and cuddling with.
When I feel alone and troubled, then I should think of her that she would very much like to be near me and comfort me. If I could give her another chance, she will show me that she still loves me and I still mean so much to her.