There are times when I would go to bed happy. Times when I finished a lot of work, spent some time with friends or spent some time with family. I would smile as I prepare to go to sleep. I would hold my soft pillows, wrap myself up in a warm comforter, and slowly shut my eyes closed. I would see nothing but darkness as my mind begins to drift. It is at that boundary between half asleep and half awake that I realize I am incomplete. It is at that moment where I know I am missing something in my life. It is at that moment where I know I could be a lot happier.
In this life time of mine, I just want to spend every moment with you. I long to have you inside my arms. To wake up next to you every morning. To give you a good night kiss every night. To know the scent of your hair and to hear your laughter all the time. To be close to you more than anyone else. To be that guy that is next to you when you wake up at 2 AM. The guy that gets to hold you, to tell you to go back to sleep. The guy that will keep you safe, comfortable and warm until the morning comes. The guy that would fall asleep with you while thinking this is the life he has always wanted and dreamed of having.
– Random things I want to tell a girl someday