Time moved so fast. I was engulfed with the routines of this world in so little time. The loneliness has carved itself onto my skin like a scar, that has always been there, without me even knowing, without me even realizing. Only memories of you and me flash before my eyes. I held you once so dearly, like a treasure, something so precious that I would never dreamed of letting go. I wanted to rescue you from your nightmares, be the man that you could always rely on. I wanted to save you from anything that will give you pain, and yet I was the one who made you cry the most. I wanted to be the guy that could protect you from anything the world can throw at you but I was not strong enough.
If only I could touch you again, tell you I love you, wipe away your tears, and tell you that everything will be okay. If only I could touch you again.
But if you are happy then it is okay. I will try to hide this pain whenever I see you. If you are smiling and you are laughing, then I will let this pain pierce through my heart while smiling back at you. If someone is there for you then I will just whisper “I miss you” to the wind. Hoping it would reach you and yet hoping it will die before you hear it. Our time has gone and passed away yet there is a part of me that wishes to bring it back. I will always be here for you, and I will always be your friend, even if I can no longer touch you again. I will always love you, my love.