I remember the feeling I had before I started hiking. I think I remember, it was 10+ years ago lol. At that time, I was just working. Trying so many things with the computer. I remember the feeling that I had. I wanted to make new friends and meet new people. It was just a simple feeling. So I went to this website called meetup. I started joining events and meeting new people.
My wish got granted. The ball just kept rolling and rolling. I was meeting so many people. I was having a lot of fun traveling, hiking and meeting new people.
After A Hike
After a hike we would go eat at a restaurant. I think no one has any idea where to go after this hike so they asked me. We went to a Filipino restaurant. I think they enjoyed the foods. Hopefully, they enjoyed the foods lol. We went to so many restaurants before. I didn’t know any restaurants so I wanted people to show me the city or what have I been missing. I tried so many things. I have been missing so many stuff lol. They were all good. Everyone loved eating foods. We used to go out every Friday night to eat then hike Saturday. Eat again after the hike lol.
No Urge To Travel Though
I don’t have any urge to travel right now though. If you love fishing, sometimes you would look at the ocean and it would call to you. The ocean is like saying “let’s go fishing”. It is the same for me whenever I look at a mountain in a picture. It would call out to me. It would just say, “Let’s go! Let’s get up there!” There was this urge to hike, to travel and to take pictures. There’s none right now though so I’m just staying still.
Now All I Want
Now all I want is enlightenment. All I want is to feel good without any outside stimulation. That is the desire I have right now. To feel intense amounts of love, intense amounts of joy, intense amounts of bliss and so on, without outside stimulation.