In cultivation manwhas or comics, there is a period where the mc will isolate himself in a cave and just cultivate to get stronger for years. They will become a hermit and focus on their cultivation. I think that is similar to what I am experiencing.
I think this spiritual isolation training is almost over. I know exactly which thoughts I am creating that is making me not have money. I know which entertainment or things I focus on that is creating this type of isolation environment where I don’t make money also. It has to do with superiority. I just couldn’t get over it.
Superiority feels good. Dominating in video games, reading stories that are about violence and destruction where hero kills the demon lord and stuff is very entertaining. Focusing on these types of things is making me not make money though. It just attracts things other than money. But I think it is almost over.
Superiority is slowly losing its appeal. I think it is time to move away from it. I just need to vibrate a little bit higher and this type of entertainment will no longer feel good. Once superiority loses its appeal, I think that would be the end of my isolation training. It was and is a lot of fun but it is so repetitive.
Hopefully, I make a lot of money once I vibrate a little bit higher and lose all of these thoughts.