There’s nothing to do. I am stuck at home. It is not bad. It is pretty good actually. I slept 10 hours today. It was pretty nice. It was a good sleep. When I had to drive to work, I had to wake up early. Now I don’t have to wake up early at all. I think I just need to purify one more belief and I will have a lot of freedom. I just need to get a little bit higher also and it should go away.
I don’t think I will meet anyone if nothing changes. All the women I am attracted to live very far away. Some of them are interested, however they won’t go out with me if I am not rich. So I google their networth, and they will be around 1-3 million. So I am like, that is not that rich. I was like thinking, they are expecting me to get 10 million. 1-3 million is very doable if I just get a good idea.
A lot of these women will not go out with me also even if they are interested. They cannot wait for me, they have their own destinies. They already have set up their lives, and already very comfortable with where they are and where they are going. I have to convince them it would be the same and even better if I was a part of their life. However, I have no plans of convincing anyone. It seems a lot of work. When the time comes, I will just ask out a lot of women I am attracted to, one of them will say yes in terms of statistics, and I only need one.
My Goal This Year
It will be great if I saved up $100,000 this year in my bank account but with my current income, that is not doable. For this year, $70k is my goal. I have a high probability of meeting that goal this year. I am not going to count my investments because that money is gone until I am very old. It is for my retirement.
God Benched One Of His Best Players
Ever feel like you got benched even though you are one of the best players of the game. I think I would have been a great lover, or husband, or father, or even a fling. I have this aura that everyone seems to enjoy and love being closed to. In fact, if I move far away, people would miss me or would miss being near me. A lot of the women I went out with just wanted to cuddle and stay at home also. Just to be near me. I don’t know why I am benched. It seems like a waste of my gifts that was given to me. Why give me these things when I am not going to use them? Makes no sense.
I Have Nothing To Do
I have nothing to do. I am only interested in making a lot of money, and dating. No idea is coming into my mind when it comes to money. I haven’t really met anyone. So all I can do is enlightenment and do enlightenment practices. It is as if my spirit guides are correct and that is the purpose of my life.