I think about you from time to time. Not all the time but more so than I should. There are so many words unsaid between us, so many things I would like to know about you, so many things I would like to experience with you. All the unsaid words that I want you to hear but I could never say. ‘Fate’ seems to be on our side but ‘time’ just does not want to cooperate. I still believe we will have lots of fun together if we ever end up with each other so I try to keep you close. Just close enough so my heart does not wander far or to another girl. I want to apologize sometimes. I don’t want to apologize to you. I want to apologize to myself for not being ready when a girl like you comes by. I will make it up to myself in the future. Maybe spend a lot of my time making you smile.
“I want you to be mine”, this is what my heart says.
“I want to be strong enough to protect and take care of you”, this is what my mind says.
“I want to enjoy every second loving you”, this is what my soul says.
I thought I should let you know what are the thoughts that go through me when I am thinking of you.