My Last Update On Saving Money
This is most likely my last update with saving money since it is getting bigger now. Looking at my bank account, I managed to save up to $58,000. It looks like I will be able to meet my goal this year of $70k which is a $40k increase from last year. Crazy that it took me one year to save that much while some people I met spend $40k a month on mobile gatcha games. They would have the best gear, the best weapons, the best heros and stuff. They love being number 1 and don’t mind spending 40k a month to do so.
Here’s a screen shot of my bank account. I suck at making money lol.
In 2020
I was thinking, is this good enough? Can I quit? I want my freedom. In 2020, I would have said, YES!!! Easily, I would have said yes at that time. I could get another job, enjoy talking to my coworkers, find a girl, date, and maybe even move to another state. I could even work at a minimum job in Texas and I would be happy. I was far more adventurous back then.
I guess I am getting old, cause I think it is not enough. It should be at least 100k. If I still have the same job next year, I should be able to save 50k which will lead to $120k. But hopefully, I find something better. This life that I have cannot continue. It needs more freedom.
In terms of woo-woo
In terms of woo-woo, I am getting higher. There is this belief system that I thought was over or I got rid of it, but it keeps coming back. It is about freedom and being bound. I think I removed it now, hopefully this time, it is gone for good. I think it is creating energy of being trapped and forced to do stuff. I need to stop reading comics and watching aura farming anime. I thought I got rid of it 3 months ago but it returns. I think I removed it now.
I think this energy broke my car. I still haven’t fixed it. I just do not have the motivation. I kept this car so that I can just leave if I want or go to any place if I want to. It is like my escape or a ride that can give make me free. It broke so now I am more trapped in this place. I should just get it to a mechanic, it will most likely cost me $2,000 to fix it.
My Spirit Guides say that some things will change in November for the better. Hopefully, it happens. It is so hard to get rid of a belief system. So slow to get higher. I am 80% there with my goal on enlightenment. Just the 20% more and I will have more freedom, more money, and live a life that is more of what I envisioned. In theory. At least in theory, I will have to see if it really does work well.
After I meet this goal then I can create another enlightenment goal. The last 20% is really the only thing that I need. It should be enough to have the life that I want that has lots of freedom, lots of money, lots of abundance. In theory anyway. This body started very very very low. The belief system I had were about suffering, victimization, and so on. It is like I fell off a deep dark cliff, and that is where I started. The higher I get, the more I can breathe, the more light that I see, the better my life becomes.