My soul is so anti-competition. It is so annoying. In a world filled with competition, filled with teams, teammates, bonding to defeat another team, and so on, my soul hates all that. The higher your vibration becomes, the clearer your mind becomes, the more it learns easily. You become more capable, your potential increases. Unfortunately, if your soul hates competition, you will never win one no matter how much capable you become.
Chess has this Titled Tuesday which you can win $3,000 every week. I can study chess and I can see myself getting to grandmaster. Just memorize 10 games per day. Which will just go to around 5 hours, if my soul helps, I wouldn’t need to study hard, my instincts will just make the right moves. I can see myself winning in time if I focus on it.
I can also compete in video games. I am pretty good at street fighter. They held this Evo tournament every year across the globe. You can enter multiple times. The prize range from $10,000 to $100,000 for first place. I can also see myself win this.
But my soul is so anti-competition. Any type of competition, it does not like. I will just lose. Gambling also is not good because it is a competition. Poker, card games and so on. My soul hates that. It is crazy that I have the capabilities to win in competitions but my soul doesn’t want any part of it. It would have been nice if I knew when I was a kid, I didn’t have to spend a lot of effort practicing, or wasted my time.
The thing is that a person needs energy to win. Energy is managed by the soul and by my spirit guides. They just deprived me of this winning energy when it comes to competition. They will put energy blocks as well so that practicing or my effort becomes wasted. So I have to put my time on something else, and my soul just wants me to do enlightenment over and over. It is not bad, but I want to be rich. If I become rich then I won’t complain anymore.
My Soul Is Anti-Collecting Stuff Also
Collecting pokemon might be fun even though it is heavily saturated by scalpers. My soul hates collecting stuff also. If I collect pokemon cards, I will just waste money. I heard there’s 1000+ pokemon now. If I am allowed to collect, I will just want the original 150 pokemon. Don’t care about the rest.
At least, I’m allowed to own crypto. Hopefully, I make some money on my investments.