The energy coming in is actually pretty nice. I can connect more easily with my soul family. It feels like 20 people showering me with love or telling me “I love you” constantly. It feels really good. My heart chakra is spinning like crazy or like energy being poured in there heavily.
The downside is that it really does take away all types of ambition or desire to work. I just want to lie down, or sit down, and not do anything. Why should I do something? I feel good, I feel so loved. I just want to hug my pillow. People try to achieve something so that they will feel good. Like become a champion and you will be rewarded by feeling good. However, if you already feel good and loved, what is the point of working hard or working at all? I will just be in lala land.
It is like you are a cell. You are one cell. Then you realize you are part of a community of cells that make up a tissue, that makes up an organ. So when you connect with your soul family, it is like all the cells around you, celebrate your return, then they start purifying you, washing away all the dirt, trying to lift you up to a higher vibration by saying “I love you”. They are removing the lower energies of fear, suffering, and worry. They are very happy doing it. So I just want to lie down and enjoy it. It is like that.