There is evidence that my love life will improve. For the past 2 years, it is the same routine. But this year, I am losing weight. Losing weight must have some sort of purpose, maybe it is to look good for someone. I found writings that I did and they are for couples. It could have been for anything else but they are about relationships. So that could be a sign also. I had a dream also. I had a first kiss with this girl so that could be a sign from the universe too. These could all be nothing also, just coincidences.
If there is energy flowing in this part of my life, it would be very easy. She would live in NY, in Brooklyn, in my neighborhood, one house away. It may not be that easy, but it would still be very easy if there is energy flowing. For men, when we don’t think about women, our lives are pretty good.
For example,
Not thinking about women: I got a good job, money is flowing, I am rich, I am saving so much. I could afford so much. I could buy so many things. I could buy 1,000 different video games, and I am set for years.
Think about women: ugh… I need more money. Need a house or a good apartment. Need a car. Need to save up more for the future.
Not thinking about women: I have so much free time. I can do so many things. I could play games. I could write. I could watch movies. I can do so many things. I am so free.
Think about women: ugh… I need more freedom. I need a way to be able to get to this girl. Why does she live in another country? I need more money. I need so many things.
And so on and so forth.
My Spirit Guides
There are many cases when my spirit guides are correct also and cases when they are wrong. So I cannot just abandon their guidance.
For example:
Me: This girl is coming to NY. Should I ask her out while she is in town?
Guides: She is not coming to see you. Her lover is a big basketball fan. They are going to watch the Knicks together. Good seats too, practically court side seats. They are going to go back afterwards.
Even if she comes to see you. She is not going to stay in NY. She would rather live in her home town and you cannot go there anyway with the money that you have. So there’s no point also.
Me: Are these women interested in me? Are they waiting for me?
Guides: Yes, they are interested. But they are not waiting at all. Waiting is not the correct word. They want to see if you can make it happen.
Me: I can make both of us happen. I can just ask them out. They could say yes.
Guides: They want to see if you can meet their requirements. They are giving you the bare minimum.
Me: Do women feel the energy block also or is it just me when I am going to ask them out?
Guides: Yes, they do. They have doubts, and fears. It gets amplified which is why they have requirements. If energy is flowing, they would be with you, and you would meet their requirements easily.
Me: When is this energy block going away:
Guides: Soon.
Me: You have been saying ‘soon’ all the time. Can I get a timeframe like in months or days.
Guides: We don’t have time in this dimension. If you learn the lessons that you need to learn, it will be disappear. The faster that you learn them, the faster the block disappears.
Me: Is there a specific girl that I am meant to be?
Guides: This is up to your soul. You are meant to be with someone. It is in your destiny. Of course, this destiny could change if you wish it. Relationships are not important to us. We don’t care whether you feel love from one woman. We are here to guide you to vibrate higher. To guide you to feel love from everything, everyplace, and everyone, no matter what circumstance or situation you face. Not just from one woman but to feel love everywhere all the time.
Anyway
Anyway, they have so many things to say but there’s really nothing useful. I just want to know who and when. They would write a thesis about it and the gist of the answer is still “we don’t know”. When they explain it, they explain it in a very loving way. The way I wrote it, is very plain and direct to the point. When they explain it, it is very loving.