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I finally hit 143 lbs.

I finally hit 143 pounds. I gave myself a haircut so don’t mind if it is crooked lol. I am not seeing anyone so it is okay. Free haircut saves money lol.

I needed meal replacement. I used premier protein and benefiber together. I could have just used glp-1. There are lots of websites out there but the premier protein and benefiber was working and I don’t really see any side effects so I just stuck with it. I drink premier protein in the morning to replace breakfast and eat full lunch. At dinner time, I am still ful so I drink a little bit of premier protein and benefiber just to be sure. Anytime I was hungry, I would just eat also. It was easy losing weight.

I think my ideal weight would be 137, or lose 6 more pounds but this is good enough also. I will most likely hover around 137 to 143 lbs. I would most likely look my best at 133 to 137 but this is good enough also.

I think money is more important when it comes to attracting women or being in a relationship. So I don’t want to put too much effort into being lean and such. I think I am hitting 47 years old in a few months, not sure lol. I always forget my age. I always feel young so I never tried to remember it. I got a few white hairs in my hair and beard, not sure if they are good or bad but I have no intention of messing with them. Some hair thinning in my temple area but overall, there’s no much difference from last time I took a video.

Actually, I have no idea why I am losing weight. I am not dating anyone. Not meeting anyone also. The women I met before, I remember only feeling friendship for them. So I will have to meet new people to find a partner. So I don’t know why I am losing weight. There’s just this urge to do so. I don’t know why but I just go with the direction that is laid out for me. Maybe fate has something in store in the near future.