Losing weight is getting hard now. I gained weight and now 155 lbs. I’m losing like 0.5 pounds per week. I think I have to exercise now in order to get into 143 like before. I bet it is going to get harder below 150.
My Grandmother And I
My grandmother and I just watch people eating foods in youtube all the time. Some of them are fake but my grandmother cannot tell at all. I think I will always have food. I will always have an abundance of food till the day I die. It is because I watch people eating foods all the time. If I have a job of serving food to others, I tend to like that job also. It is bad watching these if you are losing weight though. It makes you want to eat.
Eating foods for youtube must be a great job. You make 10k per episode if you are popular. In terms of woo-woo, in her past lifetime, she must have been so poor and couldn’t afford food. When she designed this life of hers, she filled it with lots of food and stuff. She could eat so many foods without gaining weight. It is a pretty good life.
Unfortunately, I do not watch people making money. I bet I will be rich if I constantly watch those.
As For My Love Life
My love life always looks bad. Most guys are willing to date or go out with women even when they are broke or have no money. For some reason, I cannot do it. I would have been married with children by now. It just sounds so painful. I cannot leave this place since I work at home. I am trapped here for some time. So it is doubtful I will meet any girls living near me. I cannot really do long distance relationships. Nor do I want to, it just seems painful and too much work. If I had more freedom, I think that would be possible.
I had so many women willing to date me ten years ago or longer. They are all married now. So I cannot be with them anymore. This life is really terrible at accumulating money and a lover. Whoever designed this life is either a genius or really terrible at it. I am happy being single forever but the prediction says that I am destined to be with someone. The prediction says I will be a multi-millionaire also. They are very very hard to believe sometimes since I don’t see anything.
My standards are very very low since I am getting old. I will be happy with someone as long as I enjoy her company more than I enjoy being alone. Hopefully, we have a strong connection also.